whiteturrets (whiteturrets) wrote,
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whiteturrets

Tired

I've barely left my bed all week. I was worried Rory would get fed up with running around after me, but he's been very sweet about it and this morning, he surrounded me with vases of blossom from the hawthorn trees. Ana and the girls help so much too, taking care of Bryony when I am just too tired.

This pregnancy and birth were so much harder than the first one and I feel exhausted even days after. All I want to do is sleep, cuddle my babies and Bryony and snuggle up to my gorgeous and devoted husband.

I asked him today, "How bad do I look?" and he just smiled and said, "You look beautiful." Either his eyesight is terrible or he lies well, but either way, I love him.

I hope he knows how much I love him. Sometimes, I'm so bad at showing it. At the moment, I seem to spend all my time with the children and he and I get very few moments to ourselves and I want to tell him how I feel about him, but I don't.

Maybe that's just an excuse. I've always been bad at saying it. He finds it much easier. He never misses a chance to tell me he loves me. Well, whether he knows it or not, I love him more every day.

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